Posted by E.coli
23 March 2005, 5:02pm
Joie de vivre
Amidst all my whining,my wandering mind lingers on all the memories i have accumulated in the past few years. I may be young, but my life has been,till now,far from unfullfulling. I realise now that i have so much to be grateful for,and to an extent,very protected from the real world. Awesome school life,the usual huge crushes, an awesome group of friends,and some eclectic memories. I've generally gotton what ever i've wanted,finished school with a decent percentage,more than decent friends,am fairly liked by my teachers,experienced some unpleasant memories,for which i am eternally grateful todaa,it's taught me how to hangle bigger and nastier ones. had a really nice moment which made me feel much appreciated,mostly because it came so unexpected.
College..ah,where do i start? i walked in with no expectations,and i walk out with memories that would fill the Thames river to the brim. Joining was a split-second decision,one which now defines my life,one which has proven to be my very best. I cannot begin to describe my experiences. Made friends so wonderful,Friends,who changed my whole definition of Friendship. I've had memories that i could live a whole lifetime on. Happiness that i cannot measure,endless laughter,the full throated laughter which makes you feel so satisfied,plotting,and giggling. adjusting to situations. learning,and more learning. A chance to put to practise all that i'd learnt before. Coping with disappointment,and depression,making out that everything was okay. Fooling everybody,and nobody. Having friends to drag me through the quagmire i was stuck,listen to my ramblings,which went on,and on and on...
and then there was the eating. pigging out. stuffing out faces like we'd been starved for weeks,months,years. Eating in the ditriest,dingiest,joints where the bacteria practically nudge you and grin in your face. and then dining in the sexiest places in town with the sky high prices,always dipping into "our bank" to pay. eating the biggest dhabba on cheesecake in history. Sampling everything coming our way. Sigh. i could go on...about our canteen and the yum samosas,soon morphing into the yuck thu samosas. Room # 4...French classes,and the B**L (LMAO).
and here's another new beginning,just when we're getting used to the beginning we made hardly 2 years back. Beginnings end,but i know that the beginning we made back then,that's one which will continue into eternity.
and i'll just have to add to my Thames' of memories.
Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: iris-googoodolls
Posted by E.coli
23 March 2005, 4:59pm
I wonder..
Exams are over. School life is over. and this was the last Physics exam i was writing coz i'm sure as hell NOT gonna take up Physics later on.
...then why do i feel all sad and sorta empty??
Current Mood: Embarrassed
Current Music: 5 doors down-
Posted by E.coli
11 March 2005, 1:41am
nope,not this time.
i'm tired,but can't sleep. have to take melatonin and reverse my internal clock.
i'm hungry,but can't eat. no frigging thing to eat .nothing.and Pizza Hut is closed. why do they have to close at 11:30 pm??
My cravings find awesome timings. Now only they had to chat. i mean start. dammit bhel puri!!
wouldn't mind a Frankie too at that...
no one is online,to atleast allow myself to justify my being online and not jobless at 2:34 am. there goes my pride. what pride? pfft.
my ex-boyfriend messages exactly two weeks after i'd told him not to contact me ever again. now that's explainable. it's always been happenning!
Dug 1/4th carton of frozen Appy out of the freezer and attacked it with an ice pick and a hammer. nice only it tastes,though my keyboard didn't enjoy it as much as i did.
Here i am,sitting with an empty coffee mug in front of me and my English text next to me. What was my reason for being online again? oh yeah,i was researching William Wordsworth's 'Three Years She Grew' to blow the examiners away. LMAO. when have i ever studied for English?
I'm runnung out of words to type in this post. Yet my fingers linger over the keyboard...index over the mouse button,unwilling to post,and put and end to my terrible sorry excuse for staying online...
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: Marijuana-Nirvana
Posted by E.coli
11 March 2005, 1:25am
Yikes
Had my French exam today. and since my sleeping habits have been...uhm...kinda altered in the past few weeks,i ended up staying awake all night. Goto my centre in the morning. it's a cold,wet,dreary day. awesome. even I can't muster up a good mood in the morning. Find my classroom. Marofy fulltoo english with fulltoo accent. Invigil comes up and aks me which college? when i reply,i get the usual widening of eyes and 'oh' like i should've known!
Bleurgh.
It's French,afterall,and it's me,afterall. Am warned by teacher to write slowly,i write slowly,and check and rechek. Finish paper at 9.one hour. Invigil comes up and says i told you so. Throw my evilest look at her,complete with narrowed eyes and furrowed brows. it's a surprise she didn't start laughing. Sit idle for one and a half hour. Slept,translated my OMR sheet into french,dreamt,tried to read scribblings on the bench. time couldn't have passed slower if it were wading through a quagmire. Completed dream,and started thinging about great times. laughed. giggled. got suspicious looks. decided to give that up a lil later. resigned myself to looking around the class. counted all the pink salwars. counted the flowers in the hair,and as far as i could see,the pink nailpolishes. counted the seconds from 10:00 onwards. i think i just invented a number higher than a zillion and a gazillion. Jumped up at 10:29pm and handed in my paper and was outta thae place like a rabbit with a rocket on it's bum.
Whew.
The beginning to the end of high school has begun...
Current Music: leaving on a jet plane-JD
Posted by E.coli
08 March 2005, 12:48pm
copy and paste
She sits on the whitewashed fence,
playing her flute,
lips upon polished wood,
barely touching,
caressing.
The light notes rise up,floating on the breeze,
gentle and soft,
swaying to Nature's music,
unheard and unseen.
Felt.,only by the notes,
as they sashay along,soaring and dipping,gleaning the water's surface,
rippling along,
on wings of sunlight,
Inspiring...
Current Mood: Mooney
Current Music: the sound of trickling water
Posted by E.coli
08 March 2005, 12:31pm
wtf why i should type title?
wazaaaaaaaaaaa people here i enter at full hyd!
Current Mood: Screwed
Current Music: vidhys voice